Struggling in any way just absolutely sucks, but struggling with family and money is beyond stressful. Add struggling with health to that and you find out how strong you can be. Sometimes I don't feel very strong at all and I just want to give up.
Having bad days, bad weeks, bad months and trying to stay positive, it becomes more and more of a chore until there is nothing left but anger. Anger that you are trying so hard and no one else is. Anger that people just want to walk on you and find ways to make you the bad guy no matter what. Why is it so hard just to be happy? Why do people have to find ways to be miserable and bring you down with them? At what point do you give up and expunge all of the negativity from your life?
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