Sunday, October 9, 2011

Baby Steps

With the multitude of things going wrong in my life, I knew it would take a series of baby steps to get it going in the right direction again. For so long I was too depressed to get it moving that way. Finally started taking all of thise little steps that would start putting things back on course. Got my basement done, cleaned up the flood damage, moved my room downstairs and the kids too. Renting out a room to cover half the mortgage. Putting more ads up for additional daycare since the twins dad got laid off and I lost half my income. Getting extra junk hauled away and finally adopting out the dogs that were supposed to be temporary. Baby steps.
Trying to help with my depression as well. Have people over at my house every week. That's supposed to help, and it seems to. Laughing, joking, smiling.. it all helps.
Dating is another story. I have bad luck when it comes to dating... very bad luck. I will get into that another time.
It does feel good to finally start getting things set in the right direction instead of hiding from my problems and hating the world like I was.