big picture

I had always thought at 35, (I know, not there yet) I'd be a lot of things. Published for one. I look at my life and books, and I am not even close. I am also not in Montana in a lone farmhouse with a brood. Things I had always wanted when I was younger. Seems like life has a way of sort of carrying away the things you wanted in life and replacing it with the mediocre and mundane realities. Oh, I know it is all my own fault, my fate has always been in my own hands, but it always seemed like I had plenty of time. Suddenly time is no longer plentiful and I have still not left port. I guess for one, I should really start working on my books, and Montana can come when I have that under my belt. The brood, well, I guess I could settle for two. I am not getting any younger and I think it's time to start taking the reigns a bit.

Dreams

9 times out of 10, i get my book ideas from my dreams. i have always had crazy, detailed really in depth dreams. sometimes they are just normal little vague snippets from my life, subconscious nothings, but other times my imagination is going into overtime. I usually like those times. wonder if there is a way to promote these dreams and maybe cause a few more......